This is my life, get out

3:44pm: have worked 8 orientation, 8 pre-work, and 8 now work.
last closing i made $244 and today from 11-3 i earned $241.



this sucks.

2:39am: FriEEEEEEEEEEnds of different storkes
I'm wide awake so I felt like typing this.

I was having a really nice conversation with kelsey n mostly jamie about friendships and I've come to realize something that makes me really happy to have all the friends I have.

There may be things I can do with one group I can't do with the other. I mean talking to jamie about blotching? ha! n talking to the azns about drugs/alcohol is a big no-no.

But why would you want friends all the same? That's like having 20 lindsays. That's dumb. I'm really happy I have so many different friends.

I love all of your guys.

It took me until tonight to realize how much I cherish everyone's friendships.

Have a great night~

8:52pm: Shorty is emo

6:22pm: bon voyage
So my backpack was stolen. I'm miffed cuz the bookmark kee gave me n the wallet zan bought me.... ALONG WITH MY HOMEWORK!!!

but it's all good....

3:47am: I'M DONE BITCHES!!!
This time it was a whole 6 pages!!!!

OMG QUOTE EVERYWHERE, I tried not to drink any monsters cause I wanted to sleep ASAP so I've got a bit of a head ache right now but it's all good.

So HAPPIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII hopefully I can get that CCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCCC

6:20am: Grades, please please please be merciful!
Econ: (expecting a C, no higher than a B)
Japanese: B(doesn't count)
English: C? PLEASE nooo clue
Psych: A
Art: A
Math: C??? PLLLEEAASSSEEE she hasn't upgraded my grade, I prolly won't know till mon/tues ;_;

English and Math will decide whether or not I go to college.

That really sucks

I still need to sign up for Adult School to make up my F in english III

at least I finished my econ essay!~ I'm expecting around 74-82/100

1:16pm: Almsot forgot
since I was stuck at home being sick I went online and learned out to pick a lock, like the ones at school.


with just a soda can.


MWAHAHAHAHAAAHAA

(Ok, it was for a good reason, I HAD to get into my locker at work. This is ridiculous, it's been THREE MONTHS! I WANT MY SHIT!(

12:16pm: It's all the rage I must admit
( I'M SICK! AND DAMN PROUD OF IT )

Life's been crazy but I HAVE TO, not need, not want, HAVE TO get at least C's this semester which wouldn't be hard for THK short but shorty's sick with a awfully bad case of SENIORITOUS!

10:48pm: Baiting of the Master
This Econ project is killing my brain....

9:48pm: blaaahhh
I had this whole great idea of what to write, and after catching up with everyone else's posts *coughkeevivyarielcouch* i forgot what i was gonna say....


ohhh well

6:51pm: I GOT MY JOB BACK!
I GOT MY JOB BACK!!!!

8:39am: HAITUS
So my grades were bad... but good!
Econ: F
English: F
Psych: A
Art Adv.: A
PCMIII: C

2.0 GPA

I'm grounded from the internet
Have to quit my job (this one REALLY SUCKS)
No T.V
No seeing friends outside of school related things
No seeing boyfriend
No social activity of any kind till the semester grades

OH, my mom's not gonna pay for college now, and she's threatening to kick me out. I know she won't, but it's the first hearing her say this to me. it sucks. this all fucking sucks.

See you in winter break? maybe? Iono about thanksgiving......

11:56pm: Scary pop-ups
You know those link were they have you star at a room and find the mistake? Then after like a minute a scary image and a scream comes up?


THANK  FUCK  YOU ZANDRA.


I'm not gonna get really mad.


But i hate those



they make me shake and cry and have nightmares



I don't find them funny


I find them scary


I hate the scary parts of halloween.



I hate October



I'm so getting revenge

9:58pm: OH! I FORGOT SOME!!
Well


Well well well well well......

Mark found the camera.

( Guess where it was. )

My mom apologized to me. And she promised she'd talk to FIDM with me. she PROMISED, she doesn't promise often. <333333

11:56pm: Ya'll already know this but it gets better.
So, AJ hurt my nuckle, right?

Real fast, we were playing that air hockey game at Centry W/C, he pushed his piece to my side trying to hit the puck in and hit my knuckle. It hurt like a mo fo but I got over it.


NOW, two weeks later and it's still hurting. A male nurse was buying grocries, we found out and just being courious we started asking questions about our aches and pains. I mentioned my knuckle and he said if it feels like bruising, there's no visible bruising, then it's internal; AJ bruised my joint. Which is apparently bad and I need to get it looked at.

SOOOOOO I called AJ n told him. *I* thought it was funny but as expected he felt really bad.
me:"Hey, Guess what (what?) You have, the worst luck, ever. (Why?) *explained knuckle)...(...I'm sorry) Yea no, it;s ok. I know you are, I think it's funny. Out of all the places you could have hit you just happen to hit my knuckle! (...i'm really, really sorry). Yea you best be! No, really it's OK, I just get to take a trip to the minor injury clinic and get a brace for my poor lil' middle finger."

Then, he sent me a text apologizing again and said, "Well fuckin karma kicked in yesterday and i cut my middle finger hella deep, i saw the bone and veins. And now i cant move my finger" n I made a joke that we should go to the minor injury clinic together (awww!~) hahahahaha. OH and get this, he hurt his RIGHT HAND and I (he) hurt my LEFT HAND. Sucky.

7:19am: lunch all week(It's none or your business)
So I bought enough- if not more- food to make lunches for the whole week. I made one for Monday, forgot Tuesday, left Wednesday at home, and made one for today. First I was bumed but my dad seems to have been eating my bananas so I'm up-to-date. (how does that work? oh well)

9:56pm: MY BIG BRO IS BACK!
Well he's really my cousin.... ok not really. He's the son of a friend of my mother's. But cousin is better. Or brother.

But he's back! He's back form "brat camp" and ya'll don't know how happy I am! I started crying when I heard his voice and had to give the phone to Marko. HEEE'''''SSSSSSSSSSSSS BAAACCCKKKKKKK!~

10:49pm: Safeway fun fun
So yesturday I texted some of you guys about this:

"Safeway Shoppers, please join us in the fight against breast cancer. Our Store Manager, Steve has been arested for caring too much. Please help us raise $100 a hour for bail. The donations will go towards finding a cute for Breat Cancer"

So we were trying to raise $500 and you have nooo idea how funny it is to see you're BOSS in a cage. I couldn't help but smile whenever I saw him.
He was in the front of the store...



We raised $1000!

TODAY Danny K was suppose to be in it but instead we had a "Power Hour" where for a hour, whichever checker raised the most money for Breat Cancer got to douce one of the Assistant Managers with 5 gallons of water. A coworker friend of mine won and she had me help. Not only did i get to watch one of my bosses get drenched, but I got to help AND AND we took pictures and someone recorded it.

AWESOME.

I kinda... sorta... love my job.

12:08pm: WTF, Safeway?
I called Nick my manager that I couldn't come in cause I was still sick. And he gets mad at me. I'M SUPPOSE TO HAVE FOOD POISONING! THAT DOESN'T GO AWAY IN JUST A DAY!

my bad, sorry I got sick. Lemme tell my white blood cells their not going fast enough and see what happens you douche.

12:54am: I've sit down for only..... 6.75 hours today. wah
I'm not mad, I'll accept how you choose to handle things, but we love her too and we're ALL worried.

Can we please turn the light on?

12:34am: HYE HEY YOU YOU I DON'T LIKE YOUR....
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12:36am: 800 to go
Whoda thuck I'd finally be folding for a important reason? Rather than that I'm bored?

thank you friends and cranes, you keep me sane.

9:21pm: I annoy easily but it's hard to piss me off
You know? LIVEjournal should be a key word that IF YOU POST SHIT THAT'S NOT FUCKING PRIVATE IT'S OPEN TO THE PUBLIC!

I think it's shitty to say something then either not allow comments giving the impression that you're gonna be a hot head and say your opinion but not let others give theirs ORRR ORRR delete someone's comment.

LIKE FUCKING CENSORING. Are you shitting me?

Did you know you can CHANGE WHO READS YOUR JOURNAL. you can now have different groups of people who are allowed to read whatever you write. But knowing, there are some pussy-wiped hoes who don't understand this concept and hide from people by doing petty shit like that really irritates me.

THIS MAY BE WHERE I GET TO SAY WHATEVER THE FUCK I WANT but as a sacrifice I ALLOW others to have the opportunity to tell me whether or not the disagree. Oh yea, and why am I posting a entry about it? Because there are a lot of immature douchebags who do this and I think it's cowardly and moronic and I find it absolutely RUDE AND UNCARING to do that to friends. You censor me, you censor your friends, wtf? CAN'T HANDEL THE TRUTH, BITCH? HUH? prove me wrong, OH WAIT YOU PROLLY CAN'T CAUSE I'M PROLLY RIGHT!

So LISTEN AND LISTEN GOOD YOU WIMPS!

You will never see me putting my entries on "NO COMMENT" and you will never see me DELETE A COMMENT. I have never deleted my entries either. (Ryan, this journal only hold up to like three years, I didn't delete my entry about you being gay, it was old, the system deleted it.)

I'm not aiming this at one person so don't come on here trying to defend you're sad pathetic ass to me. I know what you're about, my opinion, right? Well I said it and I'm NOT taking it back.

12:03am: ....
What kind of name is SAFE-WAY anyway?

"Ingredients for life"

can't argue there.... they do sell birth control, preggers tests, and condoms....

oh yea and food XD

12:05pm: Well it's not bad, but it's not good.
Got into the DVC class for math. Everything in that department is running smoothly.

Have been hanging out with friends, been cleaning for no reason. It's odd.... I vacuumed and swept the deck and I've been water our dying plants and I cleaned the kitty litter (I never clean the kitty litter! shockazooa [well it's not my job.... I just happened to be making copies for something in my dad's office and couldn't stand walking on kitty litter my cat kicks up every time she goes bathroom] !!)

I've gotten annoyed with my friends lately but eh. I don't care anymore. See, there's things I WANT to say but there's really no point since if I bring up -whatever- my friend and I will prolly just get in a fight and it's going to cause unwanted drama. So I keep my mouth shut. Only I've been hanging out with it so much this summer I'm about to scream and shout. I reeaaalllyyy don't want to but there's things this person is doing that.... irks me. Stupid things, things I shouldn't bother about but it still bugs me, you know? I'ma try my hardest to be kind to it. Ya'll don't understand it's difficult for me. VERY difficult.

ANYWAY into sewing again, need to clean my room so I can start cutting fabric. I still owe mara a dress..... I don't think I have enough fabric! :gonk: I've been watching "I've got nothing to wear" it's on TLC, v.v.v. good :nod:

Oh and I think I got a job at Safeway. I just need to take the urine test and pass some costumer service test and I'm in. Went to a job interview for Limited Too and the manager was hella dit-zzy!~ It'd be very nice to get the LT2 job just so I can deny it. I know that sounds so bad but I'd like to do something at least once. I'm never turned down a job...

Busy busy. Going to two BBQ this week and trying to find time to hang out with Nicholl. At first I was bumed evveryone in the azn group will be on vacation cept me for like, 2-3 weeks! But then it's good cause I can focus on my job and toning my jiggly butt so when they come back I'm have $$ and a smexy bod XD